Be True To You.

I've always been a firm believer in being yourself. Being your true, authentic self. Always being true to yourself, standing up for what you believe in and making yourself proud before anyone else. Over the past few weeks, I've felt like I lost myself. I've let bullshit slip aside, bad behaviour and habits set in and forgetting my true beliefs. However, with the last full moon felt a sudden recharge. Everything seemed to click, and I felt this sudden wave over me. But I didn't feel contentment, I was left with many unanswered questions but I know they'll reveal their truth soon enough. But I felt like me again, and I wanted to express myself.

I probably look too deeply into simple things. For example; to me getting my hair done is more of a symbolic ritual to myself. Because I'm taking that time out of the day to stop and focus on me. When I get it cut off, I look at it as cutting off negative energy and letting the positive run wild. I look at it as a new lease of life. I have this outlook on many things, I like to stir my coffee clockwise for a positive charge and when my mind starts to feel "cluttered" I'll declutter my surroundings. When I'm not feeling myself, I'll cut off from everybody and just not speak in case I give off this energy to other people. I feel and reflect on other peoples energies too, It's a strange phenomenon. But I'm going to go into more detail about it in a separate post...

Which brings me into the next part. I'm not going to apologise, and I can't stop these things about me.

I'll always look at the deep and meaningful part of a simple task, I'll want to know more details about you as a person so I can get a better understanding of you. I will look up at the moon and the universe for guidance. I'll always look at my horoscope on a morning, and blame some quirky traits on my star sign. I'll always be the weird one in the friendship group. I'll always not want to feel trapped, and want to run free. I'll always wear my heart on my sleeve, love unconditionally and probably far too much for one person. I'll always wear lots of makeup, make too much mess and laugh at jokes which aren't funny. But least, I'll be my true self.

Kourtney x

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